i m cut off out of the loop back of the line can t get a word in can t feel your body close to mine and yeah it s really quite more painful than it sounds i can t believe we re losing the connection that we found i m heavy with the weight of missing you my dear and i would tell you how but you re too far away to hear that this was the worst day cause this was the first day that you re gone i would like to think you re okay without me and your happy thoughts are rarely about me you re so worth all of this torture you re so worth all of this torture i m fucked up end of the noose back of the line i feel sick when i think of the life i left behind and yeah it s really quite more painful than it sounds you barely gave a fuck before my body hit the ground i m heavy with the weight of missing you my dear and i would tell you how but you re too far away to hear that this was the worst day cause this was the first day that you re gone i would like to think you re okay without me and your happy thoughts are rarely about me you re so worth all of this torture you re so worth all of this torture this is the hardest time to keep your head up this is the hardest time to feel safe and sound this is the hardest time to keep your head up this is the hardest time to feel safe to feel safe and sound i would like to think you re okay without me and your happy thoughts are rarely about me you re so worth all of this torture you re so worth all of this torture i would like to think you re okay without me and your happy thoughts are rarely about me you re so worth all of this torture you re so worth all of this torture you re so worth all of this torture so worth all of this torture2

and now i know i know the truth it s just a matter of inspiration and it all was just a combination of the drugs that i did tonight it s safe to say that i m in your head it s safe to say that i m doing a good job pretty sure that you won t forget it s safe to say i m becoming an outlaw i wrote a poem just to give to you but it all turns to fake words and sounds it s safe to say that i m in your head and that s the reason you ve been feeling your temples pound and now i know now i know what i m up against i ll forget in the morning like some dream world story that i wish that i wrote down i wish you could teleport and be in my bedroom that would make me feel just like new that would make it go away i made a plan devised the scheme it s just a matter of preparation and you know it s just a combination of the things that i felt tonight i wrote a poem just to give to you but it all turns to fake words and sounds i wonder if you ll remember me when i fuck this up and you re not around and now i know now i know what i m up against i ll forget in the morning like some dream world story that i wish that i wrote down i wish you could teleport and be in my bedroom that would make me feel just like new that would make it go away three thousand miles till i m sleeping in your bed you re not next door you re not down the street you re three thousand miles so teleport to me i never thought that i would put you through this teleport to me you re in pieces how did i do this now i know what i m up against i ll forget in the morning like some dream world story that i wish that i wrote down i wish you could teleport and be in my bedroom that would make me feel just like new that would make it go away now i know what i m up against i wrote a poem just to give to you that i wish that i wrote down

i ve got nothing to show for these dead end dreams my heart will ache again it seems i don t know how old i am i don t know if i m grown up i feel good when i hold your hand but when you re gone it s not enough i m busy trying to save the world and making plans to see a girl i ll rescue her if i can figure out how old i am i ve got nothing to show for these dead end dreams my heart will ache again it seems cause you re not in my arms and all i wanna do is keep my promises to you they ll come true i don t know what to write to you i don t know what your dream boy sings i don t know what i m addicted to it s at least a few different things just a few how could i save the world too busy trying to see a girl i ll do both if i can figure out how old i am and i ve got nothing to show for these dead end dreams my heart will ache again it seems cause you re not in my arms and all i wanna do is keep my promises to you yeah i ve got nothing to show for these dead end dreams my heart will ache again it seems cause you re not in my arms and all i wanna do is keep my promises to you if there was any attempt to make ends meet i ll meet you halfway if there was any attempt to make ends meet i ll meet you halfway and you would tell me i ve got nothing to show for these dead end dreams my heart will ache again it seems cause you re not in my arms and all i wanna do is keep my promises to you nothing should poor these dead end dreams which constantly haunt me nothing should poor these dead end dreams i ve got nothing to show for these dead end dreams my heart will ache again it seems cause you re not in my arms and all i wanna do is keep my promises to you 2

you could say one of two things call me sometime or let s hang out or maybe i could help you out stop acting like you ll ever see me again and like i don t have you figured out i understand how it works on paper we re similar people but we re different people we re different people you re tearing down the walls i built until they scraped the sky so tell your wrecking crew i welcome you when the days slow down this summer don t forget i did two years in your silhouette your jaws of steel never forgave it s haunting the way silence sounded if i fucked up long ago i m sorry i didn t realize it counted it just wouldn t work out that s what i m telling myself that we re just two different people

it s eleven thirty at night and you re in your bed nice and tight maybe you re dreaming of me i am calling you i am wishing you were here i hope i didn t annoy you today if i did you answered anyway now i am laying in my bed i am hearing you wishing i could feel too i miss her i wanted to tell her i spoke to myself in the mirror for a while tonight and i made a promise that i would never fuck up having you in my life and to be honest i think you re my favorite girl i ever met yeah i bought a new notebook for the road covered it with your area code over and over again it s tattooed by the pen and i wish it was my home cause i kinda hate everyone i know and lately i ve been feeling so low come get inside my bed you make me feel dead by being out there in the unknown i miss her i wanted to tell her x2 and i just wanted to tell her1

just like a dream she called me kinda late last night said that she knew everything and all those pretty little words came out and just like i planned she fell into my arms again and i could pretend that i would lie right here forever and wait for the end and you re right you re right we should be together and tonight tonight i could make it better if i just gave up on my stupid little fantasy world and you re right you re right that was a fake smile and you re right you re right i am in denial i should just go home to my perfect little fantasy girl you re my fantasy girl and just like i said she crept back up inside my bed said that she missed everything and all those words that made me fall came out just like a trap everything just fell right back and we were on track and i could lie with her all night now and wait to react

always turning out for the worst you were always my most consistent curse and i hope this gets you kind of heated or stings a little if you even read it bringing everyone down you left this house feeling empty but it s better than feeling like it s burning to the ground i can t live with you around anymore you re blocking out the sound outside my door and i found more i can t remember all the times that i almost had bruised eyes for being on your side and now i hope that someone gets to ya and if i m there i ll pretend i never knew ya see you around you were alright back when we were young but you don t compare to anything that i ve found i wrote you down a letter before i went to sleep it had all the secrets i could no longer keep i held them in for so long i was going to break but maybe now i can rest and you will lay awake

i figured i d go at the least to check in cause i just miss her grin and to show that i didn t really never wanna see you again and my heart caves in when i look at you this is so hard this is so hard and my heart caves in when i look at you this is so hard this is so hard do you take pictures off the walls when you know i m coming to your room do you hide all the stuffed animals the other boys bought for you i wasn t surprised she was chillen looking hot in her bed smoking pot and i kept my distance i was a good boy and my heart caves in when i look at you this is so hard this is so hard and my heart caves in when i look at you this is so hard this is so hard do you take pictures off the walls when you know i m coming to your room do you hide all the stuffed animals the other boys bought for you do you take pictures off the walls when you know i m coming to your room do you hide all the stuffed animals the other boys bought for you do you take pictures off the walls when you know i m coming to your room do you hide all the stuffed animals the other boys bought for you

i ve been trying to escape but something keeps calling me a feeling i can t shake the darkness has swallowed me i can t move fast enough to ditch what has followed me and lightning strikes everything that i touch this is how it feels for me to be on my own the sadness has cut me down to the bone and it s so bad i don t think i ll make it home tonight there s not enough lights in your house that you could leave on for me tonight there s not enough fights i could lose to justify how i feel tonight and if this would come true i wonder what s really real tonight and if this makes any sense at all then push my back up against the wall tonight so try calling all your friends and asking what they have heard you re looking for the gossip and hanging on every word and i m not mad it s cute it s actually absurd i can t believe someone loves me so much i ve been failing every test and late for the makeup left alone at your request as you do your make up and i know that i won t make this alright before it s over now tonight and i know that this won t be the last time that i walk these streets and i hang my head and i know that this won t be the last time that i walk these streets and i wish i was dead yeah

december 26th 04 dan s dad dropping of the van for the make move tour we re meeting up soon with the warriors we re losing money and our lunches on the jeans matt wore to the first show we re on the road may 22nd 06 zoli just tried to ignite a roman candle stick we re troubling the stateside with cis a full blown assault on the whole u s take on the world and see it all even as we get older we can do it all over make our own plans and score the music to our own lives looking into the future there is more room to move here invincible as we score the music to our own lives and dreams lived all throughout 07 eu kinships with no trigger begin anticipating the fall with new found awe struck by gb in berlin and sometimes snacksidents will happen and it s so hard to keep your razzberry cool hey i m in georgia with fireworks and justin k we re all in a holding cell but somehow baloni got away i m just trying to get my smoothie on dawg even as we get older we can do it all over make our own plans and score the music to our own lives looking into the future there is more room to move here invincible as we score the music to our own lives now we gotta react we gotta think fast side bust wits leave us delirious outspoken hearts restless as sharks my life my pride save me the daylight bring me home it s ok cause my way has only got to work for me i m trying my hardest to make the most of every minute time flies and the top of the world is calling time grabs me by the shoulders we re holding on i remember the time we were on our first tour we were out in texas even as we get older we can do it all over make our own plans and score the music to our own lives looking into the future there is more room to move here invincible as we score the music to our own lives score the music to our own lives

i was listening to take this to your grave so long astoria and nothing gold can stay they said i m filling my head with nonsense and i m throwing my life away it s nice to know you re here i m glad that you still care how the hell do you fix a problem that you were the cause of the songs we sang the words we wrote and now the price that i ll pay for them coming out my throat yeah i m used to being bloody broken down and beaten i can show you all the scars that you ve been leaving it s plain to see there s nothing left between you and me useless memories you re so wrong remember the time you told me good things come to those who wait you were wrong and i m still trying to let you know how much this sucks and makes me sick so finally i m starting to see how little you think of me and it hurts couldn t care less but it couldn t be worse i m used to being bloody broken down and beaten i can show you all the scars that you ve been leaving it s plain to see there s nothing left between you and me useless memories you re so wrong you know you re so wrong you know you re so wrong you know you re so wrong it makes me sick you know you re so wrong you know you re so wrong you know you re so wrong it makes me sick so finally i m starting to see how little you think of me and it hurts couldn t care less but it couldn t be worse i m used to being bloody broken down and beaten i can show you all the scars that you ve been leaving it s plain to see there s nothing left between you and me useless memories you re so wrong

i ve been up spending every late night in my car listening to all these sad songs i know it sounds weird but they re helping me move past all these things running through my head i ll blame the mid west and sleepy eyes i m not where i should be i m not what i could be but i m not who i was nostalgia gets the best of me when i wake up it s the same day it fucks me up and makes me miss who i used to be all i have are thoughts of me from back when i was 18 and my bony knees don t want it to be like my teenage years i was naive and weak back then without much trouble on my shoulders if i don t break i won t know how to put myself back together nostalgia gets the best of me when i wake up it s the same day it fucks me up and makes me miss who i used to be all i have are thoughts of me from back when i was 18 and my bony knees if you never break you ll never know how to put yourself back together nostalgia gets the best of me when i wake up it s the same day it fucks me up and makes me miss who i used to be all i have are thoughts of me from back when i was 18 and my bony knees5

i m a realist and an optimist but i swear to you i m not getting over this walking tall in a small town full of yourself when you re feeling down and that s all that matters to you can t pretend anymore talk is cheap i said that before but you can still taste it and that s one more reason why you re never gonna make it i ve had enough of all the talk on how you re saving me talk like you re self assured but all you are is history speak slow i want you to know that i m a realist and an optimist but i swear to you i m not getting over this no no i m not getting over this you ve got the right be all that you wanna be and that s extra ordinary is it worth the risk i can t pretend anymore you don t wanna leave you said that before oh but you can still taste it and that s one more reason why you re never gonna make it i ve had enough of all the talk on how you re saving me talk like you re self assured but all you are is history speak slow i want you to know that i m a realist and an optimist but i swear to you i m not getting over this fall back in line it s too much to expose it s your design and that s the way it goes i think i know my limits and how to make good decisions it hits home so just go i ve had enough of all the talk on how you re saving me talk like you re self assured but all you are is history speak slow i want you to know that i m a realist and an optimist and that s one more reason why you re not getting over this i m a realist and an optimist but i swear to you i m not getting over this no no i m not getting over this no no i m not getting over this1

i m in a wasteland but nevertheless i can try to see this clearly and i can say that the day that we met i just had to have you near me i fell asleep in a city that doesn t thought i was special but you know i wasn t it s just hard to believe that i won t be held responsible for the things that you now know i m coming for you i m coming to make sure everything i heard is true what s it like to be the one who waited long enough to see the day that i could feel again i m coming for you i m coming for you and your simple existence let s re arrange this when everything falls i can t make out all the signals but it s strange that the distance is how we keep it so original i fell asleep in a city that doesn t thought i was special but you know i wasn t it s just hard to believe that i won t be held responsible for the things that you now know i m coming for you i m coming to make sure everything i heard is true what s it like to be the one who waited long enough to see the day that i could feel again i m coming for you i m coming for you and your simple existence hearing all the words you kept inside your head when the struggle came to construct these lies instead no telling you where this will go but as long as you know you re responsible for the things that you now know i m coming for you i m coming to make sure everything i heard is true what s it like to be the one who waited long enough to see the day that i could feel again i m coming for you i m coming for you and your simple existence3

sit still in the cold of february hold my hand in the cemetery and you ll be safe and i know that this is only temporary and i don t think that it s helping anything and it s all fun and games until someone gets fucked up this will end in tears i could never be enough for you count my blessings on one hand and my curses on the other i let you slip between my fingers hide away until the summer kali ma lean over me rip your hand into my chest pull out my beating heart for the world to see then send me down to hell you ignore my pleas indiana couldn t save me so i guess i ll save myself we hopped from bench to bench in the middle of our town where the streetlights hit your eyes and then the tears came falling down the love that you confessed a product of your loneliness i see right through you but what do i do of course i fall for it just like i did when i was sixteen such a fool for you did you ever even miss me doubt it kali ma lean over me rip your hand into my chest pull out my beating heart for the world to see then send me down to hell you ignore my pleas indiana couldn t save me so i guess i ll save myself kali ma lean over me rip your hand into my chest pull out my beating heart for the world to see oh won t you go to hell you re gonna get killed chasing after your damn fortune and glory maybe i maybe i will but not today 2

personally i think i d much prefer to stay between you and me there s too much standing in the way but you ll go on keeping everything in belief as you sip on something strong wishing you could make your own history all in all i m doubting everything lately so tell me what s it like to fly here s to something that you said would be nothing well i braced myself for this here s to hoping you put thought in your judgement or this is how it ends january i took the time to settle down between you and me that stress comes crawling back but you ll go on saying can you sing to me and pretend that nothing s wrong we still know it s not how it used to be all in all i m doubting everything lately so tell me what s it like to fly here s to something that you said would be nothing well i braced myself for this here s to hoping you put thought in your judgement or this is how it ends and all this time we could be changing our ways to find out we ve been here before nothing ends up the same we ve been here before the promises made fuel the game we ve been here before nothing ends up the same we ve been here before the promises made fuel the game here s to something that you said would be nothing well i braced myself for this here s to hoping you put thought in your judgement or this is how it ends here s to something that you said would be nothing well i braced myself for this here s to hoping you put thought in your judgement or this is how it ends this is how it ends

she s dressed in blue and black again sometimes red or yellow dress she can t seem to make up her mind a shed of light is hard to find she was too cool for me to catch or was i too slow and second best i always knew this day would come i ve got some things to get off my chest this whole thing s open to conversation but i m not holding my breath about it i m sick and tired of all your bullshit when all it is who can scream the loudest and it s funny how the time it flies and the people how they change you know it s funny how you changed crushing grief there is no remedy the mess you made of me sleep with the enemy and i ll miss that old routine we had get high have sex get high again i know you wanted more from me it s something i could never be this whole thing s open to conversation but i m not holding my breath about it i m sick and tired of all your bullshit when all it is who can scream the loudest and it s funny how the time it flies and the people how they change you know it s funny how you changed this whole thing s open to conversation but i m not holding my breath about it i m sick and tired of all your bullshit when all it is who can scream the loudest and it s funny how the time it flies and the people how they change you know it s funny how you changed crushing grief there is no remedy the mess you made of me the worst i ll ever be i started looking past the point that you were always best for me i ve fought my way through all of this i ve learned and loved and fell apart i came through unscathed albeit betrayed but fuck playing safe i won t let you get the best of me3

i ve had a steady stream of lonely nights for the past few weeks in this room i m locked away from it all just need a break from the walls that close me in i ll see this out standing on pins i ll fall asleep with my eyes open just to see if i could focus on something more than my loneliness none of my friends seem to give a shit about the way i am i know full well they understand that i get myself way too deep in what she said but they ll bail me out when i m in over my head i m getting sick of being broke but what s worse is i m all on my own can t seem to let this go i wish i could stop staring at the phone so i can get some sleep another day another week in hell i ll see your face down here real soon a welcome home to a swift farewell of all the things i hope to keep a childhood sense of opportunity grab life by the wrist and jump take the chance while i m still young and dumb passed out but on my feet with years ahead to get some sleep and so much time to face defeat so write our names in wet concrete to seal our place in space and time before we have to walk the line before we all move on in life before the sun comes up tonight i m getting sick of being broke but what s worse is i m all on my own can t seem to let this go i wish i could stop staring at the phone so i can get some sleep another day another week in hell i ll see your face down here real soon a welcome home to a swift farewell i m getting sick of being broke but what s worse is i m all on my own can t seem to let this go i wish i could stop staring at the phone so i can get some sleep another day another week in hell i ll see your face down here real soon a welcome home to a swift farewell a swift farewell a swift farewell1

the feeling starts to sink in but it s beginning to rust still hanging onto the things that we discussed but the point that was made isn t said and done now the sun shines so bright but it won t shine for you you remind me of rain in july and the gloom that i felt for a year and the clouds are always shaped just like you but there s a parting light i always told you that someday i would be packing my bags and i would be on my way you always laughed in my face and made the world seem so grey lay in the bed that you made so i can finally say that i m fine you can just say whatever i won t change my mind cuz i know that i m better off but i am cursed with a staircase wit always find the words when it s too late to let them slip don t judge me on my bad habits i could pick out every flaw of yours and unearth all your imperfections beneath the surface i have seen the ugly truth behind the beauty queen i always told you that someday i would be packing my bags and i would be on my way you always laughed in my face and made the world seem so grey lay in the bed that you made so i can finally say that i m fine you can just say whatever i won t change my mind cuz i know that i m better off but i am cursed with a staircase wit always find the words when it s too late to let them slip held it back lost the nerve was too scared to talk when you gave me your hand and you gave me your heart when you should have kept it to yourself you should have kept it to yourself i wish you d kept it to yourself1

the wolves don t lose sleep over the cries of the sheep they just laugh in their pack as they watch while we bleed self destruction is imminent we all show our teeth watch the world fall apart caught on cctv don t be so blind the writing s on the wall has been for some time i ve seen the signs and the worst is yet to come what ever happened to another point of view when things were looking up and we were headed for change let this sink in wishful thinking the cracks begin to show and progress starts to slow we lost sight of ourselves our egos started to grow let this sink in wishful thinking if you just opened the curtains you d see the light the fucking lies that they sell and all the shit that we buy there s nothing left we can do but stand and fight the system they put in place to have your soul in a vice how did it come to this it feels like we re all stuck on a burning bridge how did it come to this the things that mattered most are dead in a ditch where did it all go wrong cuz things have been this way for far too long where did it all go wrong what ever happened to another point of view when things were looking up and we were headed for change let this sink in wishful thinking the cracks begin to show and progress starts to slow we lost sight of ourselves our egos started to grow let this sink in wishful thinking what ever happened to another point of view when things were looking up and we were headed for change let this sink in wishful thinking the cracks begin to show and progress starts to slow we lost sight of ourselves our egos started to grow let this sink in wishful thinking